.:aiRa:.

oh no . . . I’m going down again

Here comes the new era
The era when vision is no longer exist
Direction is unclear
And
Goal is nowhere to be found
. . .
Blank

Just . . . still don’t understand all part
It’s so blurry still
Why?
Why is that to make me be like this?
Please let me know
Make it clear!
Let’s be fair
I’ll face it if you do me justice

What a huge mess I caused here
It’s a way too late for me to surrender anyway

Oh gosh,
What should I do?
My dear God, please guide this ignorant soul

Untukku
(Chrisye)

Kemana langkahku pergi
Slalu ada bayangmu
Ku yakin makna nurani
Kau takkan pernah terganti

Saat lautan kau sebrangi
Janganlah ragu bersauh
Ku percaya hati kecilku
Kau takkan berpaling

Walau keujung dunia, pasti akan kunanti
Meski ke tujuh samudra, pastu ku kan menunggu
Karena ku yakin, Kau hanya untukku

Pandanglah bintang berpijar
Kau tak pernah tersembunyi
Dimana engkau berada
Disana cintaku

Walau ke ujung dunia
Pasti akan kunanti
Meski ketujuh samudra
Pasti ku kan menunggu

Karena ku yakin, kau hanya untukku
Karena ku yakin, kau hanya untukku
Hanya untukku

Yang kuminta hanya satu
Yang kumau hanya satu
Yang kulihat hanya satu
KAMU

How ‘bout you?

will I ever get the chance again?

what kind of and how much magnanimous things should you have done
to have the whole world conspire
to make your dreams come true ?!

as a matter of fact
big dreams entail big efforts

not as happy as it looks though

something’s missing
A fundamental one
guess what?

I don’t get it
Why people so afraid of it
When it can be fun

As long as peacefulness and happiness at hand
Why so not like it?!

let alone taking care of anyone else
I find taking care of myself is not an easy thing to do
ho . . . ho . . . ho

trust me not (wink)